haiz... hurt, upset today... feeling down... so many things happended... i hate it... but i think i've got to last it thru ya?
for those intended... u know wad happended lar... i assure this is the last time i'll complain about it... it's so saddening lorz... how come this has to happen... and make me feel so bad...
after i found out that --- u noe --- i went to the canteen... to those pple who know me n were there in e afternoon, u will find me playing on e piano... it realli reflects how i felt then... everything i played, somehow it got to a sad mood... ya... how i wished u were there... but u weren't... cant help it... dun worry, it's not ur fault...
i was trying not to cry... i was trying not to get angry too... but can i? haiz... u know... after i left i was so down... sorry but... yar... i was also hopeful u would be coming soon... but it was not to be...
heez... okay... enuff of that... i feel better already! even though u may not see this but still...

haiz... i'm thinking... will u ever see these? but still... i'm going to publicise this... hopefully it spreads and gets to u one day. yar?

well... it's the last lap to the finish line.. 17 days to prelims... sounds depressing but it does hlelp to motivate me! ^+^ i'm losing steam... i'm trying to boil all the water that's in me to get steam... Q=ml ... haha... how much energy do i need? well...haha... i'm going to need all the help i can get... physically, emotionally, wadeverally... yar... and then my dip exams too... 10 days more... so nervous, excited too... help!!! haha...

heez... feel so much better now. realli! i'm realli venting on this thing... haha... seems that everything i get my hands on i'll vent. =o)

that's all for now... hope to do this everyday... for everything that i dun dare to say to everyone, i'll say it here. juz... heez...

-cheekane