its so scary... loansharks around... brrr... dun even dare to go out liaoz... how? red paint on door, writings everywhere (mind you, not my home horz...)
4 days to prelims... so nervous... going to cheong my chinese lik hell liaoz... cant say that i started... well... heez... muz realli get started... but still got a lot of sets of maths, eng prelims papers to do... how... help me... haiz... guess this is a call no one will eva respond yar? guess so... if there is actually someone out there who will respond... haiz... wishful thinking...
i'm realli lik lost now... feel lik doing this, but scared of the outcome... feel lik doing that, but dunno how to start... i still hav 1 day to think thru it though... tuesday morning will be the day of realization? hope so... i dun wan to drag on... eventually will oni hurt both parties... believe me, its my fault. unfortunately so... well... haiz...

4 days left... muz cheong!