stoooopid.
i've got fever.
near the end of the exams.
wad shit.
and i took my f maths paper wif a raging 38 deg fever.
sat in the stoooopidly cold mrl for 3 hours.
argh.
after questions 1,2,3,4 i got very cold. those questions took 1 hour. i started to freeze after that. then i couldnt concentrate. question 5 complex numbers i couldnt solve. question 6 ode almost couldnt solve the second part. but the last part was crap. i didnt know wad i was writing. then question 7 integration finally solved all 3 parts. qn 8 reduction formulae took like how long to prove. then couldnt deduce the 2 integrands. then qn 9 was curve sketching cant solve the last part. qn 10 vectors. didnt understand the whole thing. hey my vectors was good ok. i just am no fated to do them correctly. just like common test i didnt have time to do last question vectors. sheez.
im just not fated to do well in f maths. common test i got like wad 54.4. which was a D. dammit 0.1 more and could round up to C.
now i think i cant get my C for s paper. shit i dun even think i'll pass la. I WANT MATHS S!!! shit. of all subjects to fall sick before. it was my LAST (read LAST) long paper. thursday harmony is nothing. shit.
my only hope is appeal.
argh i just cried just now lorz. cant stand it anymore. just let myself cry non-stop. i couldnt go on anymore. =(
i want to retake f maths.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i still want to cry.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa



argh no use lar.
my schedule is abit better alr.
i dun think i'll go for erhu lesson tmr.
then cip im left wif the overnight stay and sunday. nothin on saturday mornign. means i'll try to change back my piano lesson so that thursday i wun rush about.



in no mood to type anymore.
just want to cry forever.



have to practise flight of the bumblebee. playing it on wednesday. if i survive till then. feels as though im going to die.



waaaaaaaaaaaa

x_x
-Chee