yucky day.
there's no one i can talk to at all.
seriously no one.
i want to talk to someone.
to pour out my heart.
to pour out everything.
to cry.
if this is the price i pay for wanting to be alone, then fine.
blame me for everything.
its all me.
the rest can all die.
imagine what would have happened if i werent here.
ya? YA?! damn it its always me doing everything, and then all u people are so unappreciative. i hate u. everyone of you.
if only there's someone i can talk to.
if not i hope everyone of you can leave me alone.
get lost.
or listen.
damn.
rach 3 is hard.
hammerklavier is hard.
prokofiev toccata is hard.
what the hell am i doing with all these pieces.
damn.
****

-Chee
angry, upset, unappreciated, hoping for someone to talk to.