its the last week of term!!! ok it starts tmr but still...
im going to reflect on the past um 8 months... ya seems a good time to start... used to look back all the time and now i dun normall get the time..
wellz...
this past 8 months.. has been full of ups and downs, highs and lows, fast and slow, bitter and sweet, loud and silent, hard and soft, hot and cold... certes its very eventful... more so than any other year... yet is that good or bad? hmm...

well... start of this year... or rather end of last year i was quite glad actually to get into RJ..yay... wow that seemed a long time ago... but at the same time i was apprehensive about trudging and busting my way into the unknown... part of me wanted to go and make frens, part of me wanted to concentrate on studies, part of me built a security wall blocking me out from the world. i guess the last part was stronger... i started out scared. not wanting to do anymore than be by myself. hey look it happens ok? im a naturally shy type. being put into a place wif someone i dunno, i won't open my mouth unless the other starts first... why? hm why not? that's me...

oh wells i wasnt prepared for wad was to happen next. but well i leave that for another day. for now.