stupid.

why does things have to turn out this way.

maybe its just not meant to be.

damn it.

all i had to do was to live in a bliss.

all i had to do was to ignore the fact.

all i had to do was to pretend everything was going to be alright.

but no.

stupid.

i just had to find out.

and i did.

and i was prepared.

or so i thought.

it didnt go down well wif me.

i hate u.

why.

was it all my fault.

did i start all this.

i hate u.

stupid.

im never going to recover from this.

i hate u.

why do u have to do this to me.

i hate u.

argh.

can i ignore this any further.

i don't think i can.

can i still act to be joyful all the time

i don't think i can

can i still smile at everyone when i see everyone

i don't think i can

i could.

but not anymore.

and its all your fault.

no. wait.

its mine fault still.

damn.

stupid.

i hate u.

=(