wo. school officially starts again in 2 days.
can safely say that i'm now officially a failure for not having done anything fruitful for the past 7 days haha. oh wells. i'll manage i guess.

'i'll manage.'
'it's manageable'
'i can do it'

i've been saying all these too many times, too often. which makes me think am i piling extra, unnecessary pressure and stress on myself? hmm. the amount of work i do outside of school is one thing. argh. and it doesnt pay well by the way. however. this doesnt mean that i don't like doing it.

heys. i only do things that i like doing. my belief is that no one can force me to do anything. and once im in something, even though i might change my mind after that, i'll stay committed! i'll still give my 100%, if not more. hmm.

miss the old days. oh have i been saying that?

im hungry. again.

i love the sun. walking around and sweating in it is fun. tho smelly.

i need a break. was rushing a lot of things today. ahem non school things.

i need to study soon. promos coming. i want my maths S lehz.

hav u pple checked out this link? http://members.home.nl/saen/Special/ilike.html

i need to exercise.

oh im losing my sense of tone. i ve been playing my erhu out of tune. which is bad. considering ive been in tune for 4 months and then suddenly i cant go in tune for liang2 xiao1. !!! and i cant play scales. sheez.

i want a new piano!!! ok maybe in ten year's time.

i need more money. haha. just spent the last of my this month's income today. bye bye lunch for the rest of the month.

feeling bored and lonely.

ar the holiday-blues... my own definition: cooped up at home away from schoolmates for too long, beginning to feel lonely and delirious. haha. been screaming arnd like mad at home. mouth chattering non stop. emotions pouring. my poor piano.

oh piano. i love bartok. allegro barbaro!!! wad a piece. my finger still hurts (ya the nail got chipped up cus my last finger landed on the edge of one key, and the nail on the edge of the next. and it was damn hard. so ouch.)

will have to wait a few days before playing the piano again.

dear soloists: sorry may not be able to play for u peeps this coming week.

oh wells. holiday blues. at least holidays ending.

looking forward to school:
-Chee