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argh nothing's working for me today.
first i get locked out of open diary.
then my com hangs when i open sibelius. this time its a 4-hour wait. gosh. record setting.
then my erhu decides to loosen itself twice in the middle of a piece.
then my bow decides to bounce on the string.
then my high notes sound screechy.
then when i open internet one thousand million different pop-ups appear.
then my com hangs again.

on top of that i've got a dull day.

ok maybe that's a blessing in disguise. alright i take back the last line. i should count myself lucky that im at home today when a lot of pple i know in many schools are like rushing back for 'fun' -- remedials.
argh but being at home means breathing in the fogging that they do to get ride of the stupid aedes mosquito around the area. bleahx X_X

i still havent found a 4th piece for my promos.

i still havent looked at a new exam repertoire... hints to the person who's holding on to my exam book haha.

i havent found a soloist. or rather 2 soloists. for my accompaniment exam. either i find one soon or next year i'll be freer wif only 1 exam for piano. any volunteers? according to protocols u'll be paid haha. wow how wierd. accompanist paying soloist. then accompanist is judged in the exam. hmm. but i'll still need a good soloist.

oh wells.
that's the least of my problems.
i hate all this.
im complaining about things that don't realli matter much!
gosh what have i become.
and my com's giving up on me again.
better go.

-Chee