somewhere out there, beneath the pale moonlight...
someone's thinking of me, and loving me tonight...
somewhere out there, someone's saying a prayer...
that we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there...

and even though i know how very far apart we are
it helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
and when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
it helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky...

somewhere out there if love can see us through
then we'll be together somewhere out there
out where dreams come true

what a nice song...
hmm coming to the last few days of school... as in the school year...
there are so many things that will change...
for one, we are moving...
i hate changes. i hate having to adapt to new things all the time...
never mind... one day i'll learn.

this evening, saw mrs chaillan and mr heng at o levels prac at mgs... hmm i miss the chs teachers...

tonight, i'm going to sleep. for once.

tomorrow, its my last accompaniment of this year. i hope. its taking a toll on me. next year, im not going to take too many. just my accompaniment exam...

tomorrow, its the last day of school. im going to miss coming to school everyday and meeting my friends. when will i meet everyone again?

next wednesday, its project work presentation... its going to be just nice i hope.

next thursday, im finally going to play my erhu for mrs chee... its sounding nicer now that i have better strings on my erhu..

this holiday... im going to miss school...

why do i always lose out to others... is there no chance i can exceed others? is there no chance i can be more significant to others... is there no chance i can stand out, and be more than just another person 'i like talking to, because he listens to me'?

i'm not afraid to say, that i probably need help. counselling? i dunno... but im cooping everything inside me for too long, and i dun know how to talk to others. im an 's' personality, listens more, talks very little. some of you might know me as a talkative person, but that's just when im with people around. at least people i know. its easier to talk more and laugh and joke than to quiet.

and im not realli that an innocent, adorable kid.

am i an attention grabber? sometimes i want to have people around me, to talk to me, to make me feel popular. i hate being alone...

reminiscence... the title of my second compo... has a very sweet melody... wad a stark contrast to Exam Fantasy which is so rough... i like the softer, sweeter, more romantic things... i like to listen to them... i like to look at such things...

oh help...

im going to miss everyone...

sheez...

alright enough of rambling on and on about such unpleasant and saddening thoughts...

this coming december:
18/12/2004
EB vocale is singing in the concert by the Church of sfx youth choir (took the cue from mark to put it in small letters) come support...
its like, how often do u see me sing now anyway?

by the end of this year i will do something impressive. i will overtake him. that's what i want. watch out, i will make an impact, and make you regret everything. that you have said and done.

oh wells...
should go off now...

-Chee
reminiscence,
lonely,
tired...