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hmm... must say that i learnt something(s) very important, thanks to what happened over the past 2 months. which maybe only 4 people will know but still...
for now, im a student. means i study. and nothing else. no need to worry about other things like work, and even less so affairs of the heart. those can wait. for now, my priority is my studies, and scoring my A's. i was too slack in the past half a year, which led to my heart wandering away, and my mind concentrating on things that are not that important. i was jolted awake (sort of) by what happened, and even though i was quite devastated for some time, i finally see what was the point of that experience. i can say it was a blessing in disguise. ok it will take some time b4 i know how blessed is this blessing, cus things happen too fast and too soon. but i believe its for the better. hey at least i walked out of it alive. haha.
i will alwaes remember them.
its an enriching experience... one that has left me sad, and then happy... i've learnt, and grown up as well... matured i would say.
so now. im not going to let my heart lead my brain. and im not going to deal wif things that are not important to a normal, average 17-year-old boy who is still studying. i've been rudely awakened, and i'll never dream again... even though my fantasies are sweet. i'll always rmb them.

a big thank you. =o)

finally thinking straight...
-Chee