my horoscope today...

The things that once gave you pleasure suddenly don't seem so enjoyable any more. Maybe that's because your needs have changed as you've gained more life experience. If this is the case, don't be afraid to strike out in a new direction. A limiting daily routine is jeopardising your health. Perhaps it's time to find a line of work that allows you more freedom. Don't discount this suggestion until you've really considered it.

i remember what gw said about horrer-scopes being horribly generic. have i quoted correctly? just look at the first line: the things that once gave you pleasure suddenly don't seem so enjoyable anymore. well anything can fit isnt it? but true.. i dun realli like studying anymore. once burying in books was on of the few things i enjoy. now? i dun even want to unpack my books lorz... no going to school IS fun, but not the studying part. why fun? cus i wun be bored and lonely and cooped up at home like i am now..

maybe that's because your needs have changed as you've gained more experience. Yes, experience in interpersonal skills... how to talk to others... i've certainly learnt alot, and also in learning not to take things for granted, nor to be greedy, and to look and listen more...

perhaps it's time to find a line of work that allow you more freedom. yar.. maybe i should quit school huh? hhaha... oh wells i guess that will have to wait.

christmas is coming... i just realised that after 17 years, i never did think about what the meaning of christmas is. and now that i think about it, i dunno what christmas is all about. being a non-christian previously in a catholic school, i remember how other people would talk so much about christmas and i feel left out. to me christmas is just another holiday. to others, i dunno.. i have to find that out. i muz change my mindset i guesss...

oh wells...
oh i've moved...
and i found out how heavy a bed is. the hard way. by dropping it on my foot. OUCH haha

wow guess what... i took so long to type out all this.. i just finished listening to Rach 3 from start to finish... hmm...

yakking away...
-Chee