gheez... piano ensem concert today again... wad a disaster... sometimes i do wonder why do i even work so hard, to prepare something that no one comes for, and no one even the performers are interested in, and gives priority to. maybe we shld jus close down piano ensem.

how much time is wasted la.

and how much more things i have to do. DO I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING BY MYSELF??? AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN WORK???
i wonder. if i just don't do things. will they eventually get done?

realli dont feel like going for piano ensem concerts anymore. shld just scrape them.

damn.

-Chee