2 days, 1 paper. phy? passable i guess...

i wish this was all a dream, then i'd wake up in my bed in the morning, and tell u over breakfast that i've had the strangest dream ever...

-Chee

3 days, 2 papers to go. physics will be a failing paper... f maths is dieded liaoz... heez... maths c is the one im looking forward to...

-Chee

i wish this was all a dream...

4 days, 3 papers. btw, f maths isnt fun maths.

-Chee

common tests... hmm... all the best to all!

heez... strategising...
-Chee

ah went back to cat high late today... missed out on soccer haha... can say im a bit disappointed in the fiesta... its not as exciting and interesting and 'loud' as the one 2 years ago... hmm... well... got myself a shirt and a badge saying ch alumni... haha...

oh no common tests in 2 days and i haven started anything! woops... haha... lazy... heehee

"if u fail at first, destroy all evidence that you have tried"
-Chee

hmm jus had practical common test todae... arh screwed up like at the fifth bar or somethin like that... then was so nervous... i dun think my solo playing did well.. milhaud turned out better than my bach and beethoven... hmm... and ive been bach-ing and beethoven-ing since how long ago... argh... dare not receive my marks... hmm mus like learn to relax liaoz... one big thing over... the next big things are the papers next week... start studying? guess so... hmm...

ah dun think of those things liaoz... cry also no use... haha... tmr cat high homecoming... mi looking forward to seeing all my frens again! yay! old boys lunch... meet up wif all my classmates n choir mates. ah i miss them. and the fun of ch fiesta again... hmm... will hav fun tmr!

reflecting...
-Chee

ahh... i miss cat high.. it looks so different when i went back today... oh ya right outside the office i was greeted by the vision... can still remember it:
The Catholic High Student is a gentleman and a bilingual scholar of high integrity and robust character who is passionate about life, learning and service to others.

didnt recognise the other msg-es... hmm mus be new thanks to the wacky LHB... haha...

looking forward to homecoming and fiesta on saturday... anyone wans come along?

thinking positive...
-Chee

Noteworthy came and went...

enjoyable evening. our trio went well... thought it was very calm and composed style... even mrs seah said it was good (or maybe becus we practised til 10 on thursday and practised another time this morning?) jus hope this standard keeps til friday. our common tests. haha... ah no worries, we can do it!

it was quite a nice concert. i mean there was standard and stuff, not like some schools concert where all u see are like amateurs who jus need a place to perform... haha...

i miss performing... hmm... but i seriously still dun lik the piano... its not for me... some other pianist perhaps. my touch is too heavy for kawai haha... heez... and i cant hear myself one... maybe becus my score blocked the sound.. but i think its a good piano la... jus not for me =o)

heez... tired...

-Chee

hmm... read this quote today:

Enjoy the little things in life, for one day you
may look back and realize they were the big
things.

then i recall such a literature text from sec 2... Sing to the Dawn...
there was this thing that Dawan said about small changes lead to big changes like ripples in water...
and yes so do the little things! they have the power to change so many other things and cus a great difference.

Enjoy Simple Pleasures is one of the traits of me as quoted from the personality test from ccal camp. i believe i not only enjoy simple pleasures, i notice simple things in life too! how many people will actually how the trees by the roadside seem to show a mood jus by the way they bend and sway in the wind? how many people take time to look at the cat curled up by the lift and wonder how blissful that is? how many people look at the rats running across their paths and wonder where they are going to, instead of cursing them for scaring everyone?

these little things, little nature things in this artificial world, its them that make my day. i cant face a computer a whole day, but i can sit on the beach looking at the sea forever. its such a noisy world today that we no longer notice the quiet happenings around us... these quiet happenings that let us wait and ponder, stop to think about anything and everything. we mus realli slow down our footsteps...

hmm in the midst of wondering why im still online now... haha...

pondering...
-Chee

argh!! im going mad! pulling out my hair and such... Schumann toccata is so hard... how to learn in so little time... im so mad... trying to become superman... haha... oh ya i alwaes find the easy way out... S personality... heehee

may i quote another few persons here... i find that this works quite well in cheering pple up:

When things go wrong, when sadness fills ur heart, when tears flow in ur eyes, alwaes remember 3 things:
1) YOU ARE CUTE
2) I AM CUTE
3) THEY'RE ALL UGLY

haha. looking forward to noteworthy.

-Chee

a Friend is
1% Funny
2% Sweet
3% Caring
4% Loving
and...
90% Good Looking!
That's why im your friend!

haha... i received this sms some time ago. quite egoistic isnt it? Caught up wif some old friends yesterday, and i find how true the first four parts is... not the good looking part la... and apart from that may i add...
a friend is also
sincere
loyal
truthful
and ...

well a friend is so much more... i know of this song...
~Keep smiling, keep shining, knowing i'll be always there for u, for sure. that's what friends are for~
isnt it true?

hmm... make friends and not enemies. =o) may friendships be wif u... haha

-Chee... thinking hard.

hhi

hmm am i like blogging everyday now? guess so...
i find that im a person who cannot express things in words. i find that i hav quite a lot of things on my mind sometimes, and i jus cant seem to say it out. hm... sometimes when that happens i go jam and well it does clear my head a little i guess... haha

oh fellow meppies... those who are going back to lt 3 for practise, do keep checking if 3-9 is open. the piano chair is inside there. ya...

2 weeks and 1 day gone in hols. looking forword to going back to school? of course, but not to the commmon tests. haha... *woops* sorrie to remind everyone of it... but things like that come and go... =o) jus take it in the stride ya?

i find that i smile a lot these days... am i right? coach joan said to me on the last day of CCAL camp: "Chee, very positive, very optimistic, very happy. always smiling. nice attitude!" i guess my smile will be fixated there on my face for quite some time ya? hmm back to the good old days... i rmb i smiled and laugh a lot a lot in previous years... haha...

one more thing... i need help... now im trying to include everyone's blog links on my blog. but after like 5 days of staring at the html codes, and trying all sorts of funny things, i cant seem to make them appear. can someone help me? thanks a lot.

hmm now reading Jack by AM Homes. quite an insightful book. jus found it lying around in my home and found out i havent read that before! i think it was like from 3 years ago? hmm bad memory... haha... Noven was saying today that all F Maths students have bad memory. is that true? heys let me start a survey here! do all F Maths-ers hav bad memory?

Live life to the fullest!

-Chee

ouch.

haha. hmm 2 weeks hav passed since the june hols started. and i guess i have wasted 2 weeks ah? ok la not say wasted.. only did no work that's all... haha... still trying to figure out html codes... hmm...

mus stay positive. looking forward to tmr!

Live long and prosper.

-Chee

hi!

just finished my ccal camp. hmm... had great fun. knew a lot of people, played a lot of games, learnt a lot of things. enjoyed myself also.
can say its a very tiring 3 days, and a fun-filled 3 days. i do wonder if anyone will remember what was taught. i will, cus its my nature to do so. haah...
the coaches did so much to make sure we learnt and had fun as well. coach jhun, coach joan, coach anna. wad i liked most was the star wars. we realli just had fun being burnt out and such... haha...
today was real fun too. esp the games where the coaches tried to pull us apart. D'Best was truly D best! we stayed together and still did not become aggressive. yay!

but today was realli emotional. after 3 gruelling days together, it was sad we had to part briefly. it was fun when everyone was together, and we will all miss that. for all that was here during the camp, i thank you for making this camp wonderful for me. i thank you for being there for everyone else. i thank you, salute you, and wish u all the best in all upcoming events in ur reign as a leader. =o)

Hav fun everyone!

-Chee

just had the first day of the ccal camp today... found out im supposed to be shy. ?!?!?!?!? ya dunno how true that is. and im a peacemaker. haha... well more to find out tmr... oh ya i shouldnt talk that much.. cus im a good listener. so all u guys out there talk more!

oh ya regarding my tag board. not my fault. im trying to find out what's wrong in the code so its so big. but cant see anything yet. maybe someone can help? or someone can jus copy for me the whole code for ur tagboard so i can use. =o)

omg. im still at the york gate museum for my diary. that's like how slow. hhmm... mus write abit faster. well do so tmr on the train. or at nite after lights out.

looking forward to tmr. and hp on monday. seeing all u guys again. then u can see how much ive changed as ive promised. for those who know already, dun spill the beans. *winkz

hav fun. enjoy life.

-Chee

gosh. my blog rate is something like once every 3 months?
hm... just returned from MEP UK trip... enriching trip. learnt a lot a lot. and a lot of experiences as well. good and bad, nice and evil, sweet and sour... hmm making u hungry isn't it?

hmm... the trip started out great. everyone was so on at the airport. bz taking photos and such. wait... the whole trip was great... cld see everyone all the time having fun... haha... the concerts, the performances, the masterclasses, the lectures... altho pple slept through most of them.. haha...

what did i learn from the trip? hmm... mus rmb what mrs chee was talking to me about on the plane... i realised it b4 she said it though, but still i mus change myself. im going to return a new chee hang. this trip has realli gave me a lot to think about. not only in the studies sense. emotionally and psycologically as well. feels as though i've grown up after this trip. no more the childish one. mus realli show that i'm 17 and not 7... haha... see if u can spot how different i m.

at this moment in time im uploading my last photos onto shutterfly. oh yes must go help ken min set up the page again. too many technical stuff i guess. well my photos... looking through them brings back memories. ~memories... not a sound in the moonlight...~ nice song ah? but yes memories. not realli about the scenery. i guess i forgot most of the sceneries already. as in what they meant. not listening to the tour guide i guess.

but its those pictures wif pple in it that i treasure most. a bit of a pity i didnt take many photos wif all the people. but the pictures i have now will stay wif me foreva! a picture means a thousand words. or something like that. i can probably come up wif an essay for each of the photos, what i think and what i feel at that point in time and such... hmm... and aft reading the da vinci code i do know how important a meaning pictures have. haha.

well i dun realli say a lot. omg its just one day and i miss all u meppies already! mus go out more during this hols! i hate being alone.. haha... see ya guys.

~Chee